Why Do I feel like this

why why is it
why do I feel this way
my heart broken
tears in my eyes
my hapiness gone
swept away by the wind
hatefull words
has been said
and shot me down
like a free bird
in the sky above
No were to go
but just sit
and cry
till tears
cannot fall
no more

I try and try
but it is no use
I feel like
giving up
and not trying
anymore
tell me
tell me why
why do I
feel like this