sadness

heart is breaking
sadness is overtaking
darkness comes
and even though
help if for the taking
no help is taken
and down you go
how much more
is needed from me
I been there for you
yet you sink back down
my heart is acking
and sinking to the ground
I care,I love, I want you here
yet you seem happy
but your heart is clouded
no way to pull you out
I worry without
you knowing
and my sadness deepens
have I not done enough
to be there by your side
but yet you wanna end
it all and not be here
no more
how much more do I ask
just your happiness
yet my tears fall
if you take this rout
and decide to no longer be
here right beside me
I wouldn't know what to do
loss is not my greatest thing
I don't handle it well
you mean so much
more than anything
I don't want to lose
and yet it seems
it wont help
I can't do it no more
my walls that were once
down are now building back
up as my sadness and worry
for you grows